Reading oneself. Walt Whitman. Ginsberg. America.
I’ve been reading old posts this past week, which is kind of embarrassing. I try so hard to write with a dramatic flair but it always goes over like a lead balloon. I know that each person is their own worst critic and that blog posts will *always* suffer from that little time invested in editing and revision, but it’s still hard on the system.
am i being too hard on myself? definitely. will i stop being hard on myself? nope.
i leave you with a great poem: Ginsberg’s A Supermarket in California. I’ve cited it once or twice in the past, so you may have seen me post this clip before. It came to mind yesterday after a great conversation I had with the new is the true about america.
Ah, dear father, graybeard, lonely old courage-teacher
What America did you have when Charon quit poling his ferry and
You got out on a smoking bank and stood watching the boat disappear on the black waters of Lethe?
For a moment I forgot that I wasn’t reading another LiveJournal… ;-p
William Matheson (@willmatheson)
September 24, 2011 at 2:15 pm